Conclusions.

We are never satisified.

To fat.

Too thin.

To tall.

To short.

To poor.

To many drugs.

Not enough drugs.

Ass is to fat.

No ass.

Wrong God.

Right God.

Not the right wife.

Not the right husband.

Too warm.

Too cold!.

We are complete dumbasses.

All of us.

Does that sound angry?

It’s not.

I’m not.

Today is actually a good day. A little bit of snow on the ground. Blue skies.

Shit could be worse. Much worse.

I think my damn cat gave me ringworm. I have a couple of perfectly circular rashes on my body. They look kind of cool.

I checked with my online doctor google and found pictures of all my ringworm peers. I joined some ringworm support groups. I bought the ultimate guide to ringworms.

I thought it was a real worm.

But I dont think it is anymore.

I dont know for sure.

What else is new in my terribly exciting life?

I was late for a test yesterday. I hato climb over the chairs to find a seat in the back. The professor seemed very pissed.

Then i didnt have a pen.

Then I dint have the scantron shit.

Then i didnt have the test.

She wanted to kill me.

The professor.

I got 3 minutes to finish my test.

It didnt matter.

I hadnt studied anyway.

I didnt know about the test.

I am soon finished with my masters degree in dramatic arts.

Sounds kind of cool. Like I actually know something.

M.A in Dramatic Arts.

If anybody knows what that means.

Email me.

I like to read.

But I dont read much anymore. Not books.

I buy books all the time.

But I rarely read them.

I have been thinking about not doing this damn blog anymore.

Too many damn blogs anyway.

What is the use?

Then again – if you look at it that way…what is the use of anything?

I should be less utilitarian.

Nothing needs to have a use.

Nobody needs to be useful.

Not really.

You know why?

Because we are living dead.

What does that mean?

Any questions?

It means that shit doesnt really matter – unless you think it matters.

That is all it is – make it up as you go along.

Jesus matters when you are in need – and not so much when you are content.

We wake up. We go to sleep.

Its all you baby.